you might be in pain but not be a pain to others
how right, i learnt that from a mass email cia sent.
great words, how i wish some people would learn.
im not sure if the generation gap is growing or he's behaving menopausal or im changing too much. but its getting harder and harder to get along with him these days.
maybe it reached the point when you realise your parents are not such nice people after all and really, you just dont want to friend them or just dont want to have anything to do with them. And you cant, because theyre your parents.
things like, "if you choose that path, bear the consequences" is a common language in this house. but why does he act differently from what he preaches? if he choose this way of living, then goodluck very much, bite it in and march ahead.
why does he act as if the whole world is against him and made him land in such situation? if twas anything, you chose it yourself. complaining wont get you anywhere, neither will throwing your temper around everywhere. its not fair to people around.
its one thing to throw your temper and another to direct your temper at somebody. if you wanted out, make decisions. the sky wont change it for you out of nowhere.
whats worse. he's changing. changing to a man i no longer know. maybe thats what they say about how people change constantly. i dont like this man that he changed into. i miss the old man, my old pop.
other news -
i didnt go to heidelberg afterall, which i should have. twas not worth it to cancel it out on not so important things after all. the journey might be bad but this is worse. we hadnt had a proper conversation since we came back. its all in the chops and chips and we're getting all irritated. fuck.
on other news; im excited at starting school again, haha. i want to get new pens! :D
there is something else on my mind, but.. its already oct 24th. not rushing, just asking when.
there are loads of things, i cannot start to begin with. my mind's thwilling non stop, its interuptting my health.
ive been to the new vivo city twice. Gap opened but nothing enjoyable in there, sadly. its totally disappointing and i bought more in paris Gap then LV. Haha! I've got my new playlife jackets, gap sleeping, gap gym. I need a new jeans from ae. Heheh.
The haze is terrible, somebody save me. :(
great words, how i wish some people would learn.
im not sure if the generation gap is growing or he's behaving menopausal or im changing too much. but its getting harder and harder to get along with him these days.
maybe it reached the point when you realise your parents are not such nice people after all and really, you just dont want to friend them or just dont want to have anything to do with them. And you cant, because theyre your parents.
things like, "if you choose that path, bear the consequences" is a common language in this house. but why does he act differently from what he preaches? if he choose this way of living, then goodluck very much, bite it in and march ahead.
why does he act as if the whole world is against him and made him land in such situation? if twas anything, you chose it yourself. complaining wont get you anywhere, neither will throwing your temper around everywhere. its not fair to people around.
its one thing to throw your temper and another to direct your temper at somebody. if you wanted out, make decisions. the sky wont change it for you out of nowhere.
whats worse. he's changing. changing to a man i no longer know. maybe thats what they say about how people change constantly. i dont like this man that he changed into. i miss the old man, my old pop.
other news -
i didnt go to heidelberg afterall, which i should have. twas not worth it to cancel it out on not so important things after all. the journey might be bad but this is worse. we hadnt had a proper conversation since we came back. its all in the chops and chips and we're getting all irritated. fuck.
on other news; im excited at starting school again, haha. i want to get new pens! :D
there is something else on my mind, but.. its already oct 24th. not rushing, just asking when.
there are loads of things, i cannot start to begin with. my mind's thwilling non stop, its interuptting my health.
ive been to the new vivo city twice. Gap opened but nothing enjoyable in there, sadly. its totally disappointing and i bought more in paris Gap then LV. Haha! I've got my new playlife jackets, gap sleeping, gap gym. I need a new jeans from ae. Heheh.
The haze is terrible, somebody save me. :(
