Ladies in the Water.
Besides getting shucked in, yet again, by sheldon I'm up to nothing much. I can't touch the pool for a week, I can't gym for a week plus 16 tabs a day for a week.
When my dad say my grandfather had to take so much meds until his breakfast was meds, I totally understand it now.
List up to ten things you want to say to ten different people in no particular order. Do not state who these people are.
1. I love you but I'm gay
2. I lied once to you, but you already know that. What you don't, is that all others were the truth.
3. I feel you drifting away, do you still love me? Can you come back to me please?
4. Grow up. Enough with all this talk, if you really wanted to die, you would have been dead long ago.
5. would you please make all these stop? I'm so sick of getting sick all the time.
6. I saw your smile harden when I walked past, pretending I didn't know you. And in that moment, I knew I've already lost you. I knew I should have stopped and say something, probably I could hug you and ask you if we could start again but I didn't. I don't know why.
If I could turn back time, this wouldn't have happened. I promise. I can't start to tell you how bloody hell much I miss you, how you've created a greyhellhole drilled through my heart that never got mended. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for me, sorry to you. Sorry for the us that didn't happen.
If there was anybody at all, it could only be you.
7. Would you just tell me straight in my face and not pretend its all okay? I wouldn't know if you don't say right?
8. I hate it when you lie on my shoulders, I'm not a fucking pillow.
9. I'm scared. I'm so scared of meeting you on the streets because I wouldn't know what to say.
10. Long Long time ago, I never once asked myself when is this gonna end. I thought it was gonna be like this forever. Thank God its over now.
When my dad say my grandfather had to take so much meds until his breakfast was meds, I totally understand it now.
List up to ten things you want to say to ten different people in no particular order. Do not state who these people are.
1. I love you but I'm gay
2. I lied once to you, but you already know that. What you don't, is that all others were the truth.
3. I feel you drifting away, do you still love me? Can you come back to me please?
4. Grow up. Enough with all this talk, if you really wanted to die, you would have been dead long ago.
5. would you please make all these stop? I'm so sick of getting sick all the time.
6. I saw your smile harden when I walked past, pretending I didn't know you. And in that moment, I knew I've already lost you. I knew I should have stopped and say something, probably I could hug you and ask you if we could start again but I didn't. I don't know why.
If I could turn back time, this wouldn't have happened. I promise. I can't start to tell you how bloody hell much I miss you, how you've created a greyhellhole drilled through my heart that never got mended. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for me, sorry to you. Sorry for the us that didn't happen.
If there was anybody at all, it could only be you.
7. Would you just tell me straight in my face and not pretend its all okay? I wouldn't know if you don't say right?
8. I hate it when you lie on my shoulders, I'm not a fucking pillow.
9. I'm scared. I'm so scared of meeting you on the streets because I wouldn't know what to say.
10. Long Long time ago, I never once asked myself when is this gonna end. I thought it was gonna be like this forever. Thank God its over now.
