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Friday, September 01, 2006

It isnt!

so the pain from my right throat is an ulcer, and my dad thinks that the meds are pretty strong but I actually hope he'll give me steroids.

I went in to Kino today planning to buy Jason Han's second instalment of saffy and amanda but the first book that caught my eyes was SQ21. The book son told me last night and of course I bought it.

Great book, full of inspirations and there is this few empty pages that you could write your story in. I'm so tempted to write mine, but I don't think so unless I have a place to keep it safe and secure. My mother has a HUGE tendency for flipping things thats not hers.

Its also through this book I suddenly have an idea what I actually would like to do. I wished I had IB, with good results of course. Its like a passport to places you want to go. It's gonna sound very fluffy but I wish to study Philosophy then probably do Le Cordon Bleu. In which exact sequence I have no idea but really.

Like what son said last night, I don't want to get pulled down by the typical singaporean pattern of "one life one job". So it is possible that I switch left and right, and I would probably have to do that. I'm easily bored at one job.

But then there's yet another singaporean logic of having to measure passion (and/or interest) against money. There are things I would like to do, majors I would like to study but that measured against money isn't justifiable. You know what I mean?

Like, actually the idea of wanting to study philosophy has been around since secondary school, but I have no idea why I didn't want to take the jc route, maybe twas soo standardise and I wanted to be different at that pt of time (and prolly still even now). And of course, at that pt of time I didn't know about IB.

Surprise? My family aren't very typicalised but overseas education has been considered as a no-no because of my cousin's horrible track record. So there, ignorance probably cost me a future that I would have liked.

I have a year to go so there is probably a few options I would like to consider. Lse offers philosophy logic and scientific method! Masters of Philosophy from King's College or maybe BA maths and philosophy. I wonder if the finance department of the prime minister will employ me despite my record?

It sounds terribly disgusting but dammit the maths one sounds damn good but that's BA and it takes too long. If I go for Ma phil then its only 1 year and then maybe I can continue Le Cordon Bleu there too?

Heh, omg. Suddenly the world sounds much more exciting!

Haha! :D

I've of course also bought Jason Han's for a beach bum chick lit for my bintan trip. Oh yes, its bintan again.

I'm terribly glad tho that we're going on this trip because it might be a little while before we all get hook up again. My schedule next year is unknown till this oct. And my finances are strain till probably next year, or until I decide to get a job.

Well, maybe for travelling purposes I have to indeed sacrifice my princess status. Dammit.
Oh whatever Angela.

And I have this lil .. mmms, aspiration if you'd call that when I was younger to become somebody involve in fireworks. Like, the creation of it. I wonder what do you have to study to do that? hmms.

Musik:Adios La pido - Juanes