Dance with me
Its 4am in the morning and truthfully, I'm feeling a bit sieh. Its not that i'm drunk but I'm so stoned by all the information my brain has to adsorb. I woke up to to a terrible headache this afternoon and I've no idea why. I know I didnt have a very good dream though.
My brain is just not condition enough this period. I've got to cross my fingers, and even though I'm not gonna have my exam in the hall I don't actually think I'm gonna cheat. Its not worth the risk.
All the images I have in my brain now comes in slips of flashes. One of them includes my bed, another have me walking down from LV to the Champs. I've decided to get at least one new pair of jeans (I saw one from fcuk and another from vs), a new coat, a new bra, and of course a new pair of shoes from addidas all before my sept trip to europe! Oh, how I miss that place.
Not forgetting to get new sleeping stuffs from Gap and of course, and hopefully another new pair of jeans. Its these thoughts, nowadays that keeps me alive, and of course. Sidney Sheldon. I wonder what I'd do without his books, now that im approaching towards the end of his collection. If only life can be only about all the things you love doing!
It's all nice and fluffly until the thought of money comes to mind. Spoils it all doesn't it?
Yesterday was the first national day that I didn't get to watch the parade. Last year I got out of jail just in time anyway.
Oh yeah, its been a year since I walked out of the bars. Hard to phantom how it became something of quite the past but the shadow looms around still, never quite got out of it. So I celebrated it by going to jb with a few closest friends, which we ended up kenna summon by some fucktards. That aside, we should look forward to another one soon!
Oh and seriously, scribbles is really really cute but the size of razzel is something that I can't quite believe. She's so small! Syl almost stepped on her. No, she didn't come close but she yelped and went "she's so small!".
I don't know how sheldon does it but he hits emotions right on the spot that its too scary to believe it sometimes. Emotions that one goes through, and now that I'm feeling something, his words hits exactly how I feel. Does he go through it or he fantasize it?
Suddenly, I feel suffocated even though I'm free. Its as if the world isn't big enough. I can run, fly to somewhere else but I would still get the same feeling. It's as though the earth isnt big enough, I'm looking for somewhere that's bigger. Would I still feel like that even if I'm license to fly around space (without the rocket) ? Chances are prossibly yes. It's not physical freedom, its possibly mental (and heart) freedom I'm searching for. Freedom within myself.
Tough job, Angela.
I'm going back to my books.
Mosik: Dance like this - Claudette Ortiz ft Wyclef Jean
Ost: Dirty Dancing; Havana Nights
My brain is just not condition enough this period. I've got to cross my fingers, and even though I'm not gonna have my exam in the hall I don't actually think I'm gonna cheat. Its not worth the risk.
All the images I have in my brain now comes in slips of flashes. One of them includes my bed, another have me walking down from LV to the Champs. I've decided to get at least one new pair of jeans (I saw one from fcuk and another from vs), a new coat, a new bra, and of course a new pair of shoes from addidas all before my sept trip to europe! Oh, how I miss that place.
Not forgetting to get new sleeping stuffs from Gap and of course, and hopefully another new pair of jeans. Its these thoughts, nowadays that keeps me alive, and of course. Sidney Sheldon. I wonder what I'd do without his books, now that im approaching towards the end of his collection. If only life can be only about all the things you love doing!
It's all nice and fluffly until the thought of money comes to mind. Spoils it all doesn't it?
Yesterday was the first national day that I didn't get to watch the parade. Last year I got out of jail just in time anyway.
Oh yeah, its been a year since I walked out of the bars. Hard to phantom how it became something of quite the past but the shadow looms around still, never quite got out of it. So I celebrated it by going to jb with a few closest friends, which we ended up kenna summon by some fucktards. That aside, we should look forward to another one soon!
Oh and seriously, scribbles is really really cute but the size of razzel is something that I can't quite believe. She's so small! Syl almost stepped on her. No, she didn't come close but she yelped and went "she's so small!".
I don't know how sheldon does it but he hits emotions right on the spot that its too scary to believe it sometimes. Emotions that one goes through, and now that I'm feeling something, his words hits exactly how I feel. Does he go through it or he fantasize it?
Suddenly, I feel suffocated even though I'm free. Its as if the world isn't big enough. I can run, fly to somewhere else but I would still get the same feeling. It's as though the earth isnt big enough, I'm looking for somewhere that's bigger. Would I still feel like that even if I'm license to fly around space (without the rocket) ? Chances are prossibly yes. It's not physical freedom, its possibly mental (and heart) freedom I'm searching for. Freedom within myself.
Tough job, Angela.
I'm going back to my books.
Mosik: Dance like this - Claudette Ortiz ft Wyclef Jean
Ost: Dirty Dancing; Havana Nights
