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Friday, July 28, 2006

k soon?

I alternate from being frantic rising to hyperpanic then outburst of tears and slowly back to normal. I think I'm going crazy from all the stress ive got. If so and so can pass manual first time why can't I? And judging from her seh, I guessed she really wasn't stressed out at all.

And maybe, just maybe, this is the key to passing. I don't now why I'm being so !!! anyway.

Okay, meanwhile I've been busy fighting some inner and outer demons. I'm not too happy when its this time of the year, I'm feeling insecure, scared. Very scared because I'm sensitive. But if Aimee said its not that bad, then I guess its not that bad. :(

I've got driving tomorrow. I prolly need to company my grandma to a doc, the unconfirmed homies dinner, and I wanna go to the gym too.

I bought a 120bucks worth of roses for my mom and I need to collect money from my dad and my sis; that aside, my florist is a pla. I don't know if its "jay" or "jae" or jst "j" but thats her name, not bad looking but I wouldn't want a florist as my so and so because I'm allegic to pollengrains. :(

Other news, a certain Mr James approached me in the gym. Well, he's the usual goodlooking beefcake trainer and I'm surprised he acty came and talk to me because I'm not exactly anywhere near pretty or skinny. Not as good looking as Mr standardcharted though, but I didn't leave number anyway. End Of Story.

OHMY! NSYNC byebyebye Mtv's playing. This album came out when I was 13! Great pop work at that pt of time though.

second news, Milan's verdict have been minused since the appeal. 8 point deficit, but it shouldn't be a big problem anyway. Since the only other club that comes head to head with Milan is Juve - and theyre in serie B now. OH yeah, we might be able to play in Champions League anyway! Decision will be out on 2nd Aug.

Okay, I'm sleepy. If anyone wants to K, call me along. (: